I don't want my marriage to end, but I want this other man as well. I suppose this is why I feel that it wouldn't be so bad if I gave in to temptation. Much as I love my husband, our sex life has become boring and I can't actually remember ever feeling as excited about him as I do this other man. I want him so much yet I know that to take this step will mean jeopardising everything else I have. Since then, I can't think about anything else. We flirted and he told me he wants to sleep with me. In fact, at a recent office party he spent the whole evening with me. What's also been wildly exciting is that he's always made it plain he finds me very attractive.
He's funny, attractive and so charismatic that I feel like a teenager around him. I thought I was happy until a new male colleague joined the place where I work. I've just turned 40 and have a very happy marriage and two lovely children.
